how mom feels

Lately, my adoption excitement has been pretty low. It’s not because I’m not excited about the fact that we are bringing 2 additional children into our home, it’s because it doesn’t feel like it’s happening. We are in the waiting period where we have no information and there is nothing we can do to move things along any quicker. I’ve been trying to sort out why I feel the way I do, and when I read this article, a few things made sense (particularly #5 which causes me daily sadness). So, if you’re wondering where I’m at most of the time, check this out. It’s (for the most part) a pretty good look at how I feel.